
I looked down the barrel of the gun at the man standing down the street, and wondered again, if I was doing the right thing.
And the answer, as always, was yes. You remove the disease causing part, right?
Well, I was doing the same thing.
I shifted the sight to his chest, right near the heart, and my finger moved back…
Afterwards, as I sat in my hotel room, not two blocks from where the body was now attracting crowds and police, I began to think. The same old thoughts. The same old misgivings about what my life had become.
And like all other times, I dismissed them. It had to be done.
The diseased elements had to be removed.
Removed before they infected someone else and killed them. Before any more people could suffer because of men like them. Before they caused any more pain. Before anyone else lost their meaning of existence because of men like them.
Like I had lost mine…
I had everything. A good life, a good home, a good business. And a great companion. She had made everything beautiful. She had come into my life like a whiff of fresh breeze, and my heart had flown straight to her. She made me complete.
And then I lost her…
My business was a small newspaper, which specialized in dishing out the kind of truths that are normally hidden from everybody. It was, and still is, successful in finding readers, people who wanted more than just half baked facts. People who wanted the truth.
And some people who did not.
I hurt more than a few people on my quests for truth; people in high positions; and some, who were so low that I had to dig to find them out. They all wanted just one thing more than what they already had: anonymity. And so I was a nuisance that had to be removed. I did not mind that. I accepted my mortality, and the presence of the reaper was my constant companion. They came for me. Repeatedly. And failed. Repeatedly. I had been in the special forces, and I knew how to kill.
And so did they… in more ways than just the physical.
And I could do nothing. I did not expect it.
There was an unwritten, unspoken rule among us denizens of the dark. Never touch the family.
And they broke it. And my heart along with it..
But they did not break me…
My heart, yes. They broke it. But not me. Not me…
I tried to bring them to justice. I swear I tried…
And the justice sent them back. There was no evidence, they said. There was tons of it. They just could not see it. And I could not convince them. I could not send them to the executioner’s chair. They would not let me.
So, I decided to be judge, jury and executioner, all rolled into one…
I tracked them down, one by one, and I cleaned the streets of the garbage everyone was too afraid to pick up.
It was not enough… It was never enough…
There were more like them. More of those diseased minds; more garbage on the streets; spreading even more death and chaos around them. And there was nobody to clean up the streets. Nobody could see it clearly.
Nobody, that is… Except me…
***
I looked again at the layout of the building, mapping my entry and exit routes. I broke down my rifle, and put the pieces in my bag.
I looked up, towards her picture. I touched it, with trembling fingers. And then my hands steadied once more.
I got up, picked up my bag, and walked out of the door, shutting it behind me.
It was time to go hunting for vermin…
And the reaper was still there, walking besides me…